OMG! Finally..

After waiting like a month! Vampire Knight episode 62 - Beyond The Memories is here!! OMG, I can't describe my feeling right now.. Furtunately for me, I open onemanga today.. If not, i'll be able to read it on next Monday. aigoo, that's a long time ne.. Reading Vampire Knight and listening to JYJ - W?? How does it feel?? JYJ's voices killing me while reading it.. It can't be help... Such a beautiful and sad song... OMO, I still can detect sadness in Junsu's voice although I'm not watching the video now.. The feeling is still there... Jae's voice is shaking with sadness! T_T

'We love you all'..

Gosh, back to VK... I'm kinda confuse with the latest chapters.. Dunno why.. I mean, bout Rido and Kaname connection.. What are those two connection? Why Kaname in that coffin before this?? Who devour whose life? Aigoo, lots of things still unclear... Waa, it's killing me!! I need to wait another 3 months to continue read it!! Well, that's because I got my trial exam on 1/8 and on September I got PRA PMR so like we all know, PMR fall on 5/10 for this year... What a pain! I feel like dying already... So, that's mean, no more guguma couple and Vinny couple until PMR?? Andweh!! I can't leave my Yonghwa, Seohyun, Victoria and Nickhun!! Um,, and also, I'm addicted watching Bleach!! Aigoo, it's hard.. Ichigo!! Kyaaaaaa~!

And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on? 

So, tomorrow I'm going to Johor for 4 days and 3 nights.. So, I'll be skipping school for 2 days.. What a happy week.. But, how am I suppose to print my folio jobs!!!! And to make it worst, my laptop been attacked by the viruses.. Well, thanks a lot.. My works are in there so I'm totally doom! Don't cha think so? Gosh, I'm feel so so awful + sad! I mean, I can't open my lappy! I gonna miss it since I'm not going to take it with me to Johor.. T_T..

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me

So today was the 'Kemuncak KO' day at my school... First thing in the morning we do the 'senam aerobik'.. I was kinda hoping maybe Suju or even DBSK song will be played.. ha3.. Silly me! After that, the competitions, so many contests that I can't even name them, started.. Along with the contests, the shops for students to 'throw away' their money was opened too at that moment.. It was awesome seeing how my seniors and the girls same batch as me run their shop.. I hope I will get a chance to run a shop along with the others too.. So, for the last event, the closing ceremony.. I was kinda sleepy sitting in the hall.. Ha3.. So my focus kinda run away from me.. Oh, there's a few shows that been organised by the students.. So, to prevent me from sleeping, the others and I played with cameras.. I think there's a lot of photos.. LOL..

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang!!

LOL, the title didn't have anything to do with my post tonight.. I don't know what to write on the title.. Ok, tomorrow I got school and study.. That's mean, hello again my lovely extra classes.. Well, as for today, finally, my school held Teacher's Day Celebration.. Happy Teacher's Day to all my beloved teacher.. All kind of activities involved by students and teachers were organized.. It was fun..


The most exciting event was went our principle released balloons to the air.. I wonder, did they hit any aeroplane?? LOL!! My CASSIE balloon gone with the wind and my heart.. Balloons, send my love and heart to them.. Give them back to me again so I can see them, 5 of them together again like the old times..





And also, I've just finished downloading Vampire Knight season 1 and WGM for Sweet Potato Couple until EP11.. for the next episode, they just released yesterday.. So, it's hard to find a vid with english subtitles.. I'll wait for YongSeo.. I'm going to go crazy watching ep10.. especially when Yong~ grab Hyun~'s wrist.. Kyaaa~~! Jinwoon, dun get jealous yaa.. ha3... It's so funny but I like looking at them not as awkward as the first time.. I really, like badly want to see the next couple on WGM.. It's going to be my second or third or maybe first favourite couple on WGM.. It's the "JUST MARRIED" couple, Nickhun and Victoria!! I wonder if heartfx will sub it or not soon.. I hope the will do it since I'm dying to see it now!! The 1st episode has finally came out! Ha3.. GO VINNY!! V(-_-)V

I don't know where to fine Hello Baby Shinee... I already download 1-9 but for the rest, I didn't get chance to download it since youtube deleted Sfinee account!! Damn you! I love that show very much ya know.. And now where can I find it?? So Sad + angry t0o! So, after finish with WGM, I'll move on with Vampire Knight Guilty and maybe Ouran High School Host Club.. I also want to have Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama.. I love seeing Usui and Misaki.. Usui is so cool + jjang! LOL.. But what about Kaname, Aidou, Takuma, and Zero?? Where should I put them?? And SHIKI too!!! Aigoo!! I still like Honey I think.. He's so cute!! "Wanna have a piece of this cake?" WAAAAAAAAAA! KAWAII!! I'm so in love with his cuteness!! My sweet HONEY!

  

My New @dd!ct!0n~

Aig0o.. What to say ya?? I'm totally, head over heels fall in love with Junsu's songs!
Int0x!cat!0n, K!m! g@ !reb@, and lastly, k@n@shimi na yukue....
but, unfortunately, !nt0x!cat!on lyric is really DANGEROUS!!! Ottokae??? But I l0ve this one s0 much!!! Aig0o, junsu, why did you did that kind of lyric! !t's k!ll!ng me.. even in my sleep, ! kinda heard the song.. LOL.. waaaaa! here's is the lyric.. waaaaaaa, !'m dy!ng.. even now !'m listening to h!m...

Song Lyrics | Xiah Junsu - INTOXICATION lyrics

If u want to see the translation.. You can search it in JPOPASIA.COM V(-_-)V

For me, Kimi Ga Ireba got a very nice rhythm and a very beautiful lyric.. It really got me into it.. As I can remember, this song is use in Beautiful Love drama staring Yoochun.. Waaa, I can't wait to watch it already!! I hope it will be air after the PMR... Here's the lyric...

DBSK widget by 6L & 

Wedding?? V(-_-)V

Wekkk! Yah, I found his FB.. My friend keeps on talking bout his FB, kinda made me curious.. And now I'm in regretting mode!! Korean boy? What the... He will make my interest in Korean Boy goes away! Not suit with him at all.. Gah! Why I do I even bother to talk bout him!

Last night I was at my nanny housse.. Ada majlis AKAD NIKAH for my aunty.. Waaaa, I still can't believe she's finally married now... Before this I kept on telling her to marry.. LOL.. Time really has past by... But, unfortunately for me, I didn't get to go to the ceremony because of several problems.. I'm really frust now.. Ha3.. But, in return, I just look at the picture.. Maybe when my other aunty get married, I can go!!

Signing.. what did they call that thingy?? LOL

The red one is my nanny.. Sitting beside her second son-in-law.. LOL

HoHoHo.. My aunty with her new hubby!! Happy married...

Exchanging rings time ^_^

 

It's Me??

I'm feeling so down tonight.. Well, not only tonight, it's been a while.. It make me thought, no one ever knew the other side of me.. sometimes I feel like I'm running a double life.. Once school time is over, I'll change into someone else..  Someone that even I hardly know..

In school, my smile will never fade away.. My mind is clear.. I even forgot about my problems especially PMR..  but at home, my room is my paradise.. It's hard to see me wandering around my house.. I'll just go out to eat or when there's no one at home.. Tears?? It'll accompany me at night.. Sometimes, I feel like I can go on anymore.. It's hurt badly.. No one can understand me.. More important, no one trust me!! That's make me even more sad..

Just now,one of my friends asked me if I have any problems.. Her question surprised me.. My sadness, is it too obvious now?? I thought I've manage to hide it deep down in my heart.. I don't want to tell them.. Because I know I'll end up crying like before.. Well, people does say crying is the most effective way to reduce sadness.. So does sharing.. I don't know what to think now.. Everything seems to be so far away for me to reach it.. Success and happiness.. Two things I miss the most.. Oh god, help me change myself.. Make me a better person..

The tears of a heart

My heart is hurting..

My head keeps spinning..

My tears keep rolling down..

Everything seems to hard, to painful

My faith slowly fading..

But as I thought it over..

I know I need to have faith in them

I know they are also suffering like us

Feeling like there's no air to breathe in anymore

Scare to keep a faith

To keep a hope on something that is still mystery

DBSK, 

A name that brought smile and laughter

A name that makes my heart pounding hard

A name that light up many life

A name that have a special place in many hearts

To think that they'll disappear

To loss faith and love towards them

I realize it's not something that I can do 

Forever, DBSK will be in my heart

And I'll always keep the faith...

+After watching JYJ Thanksgiving Concert, my heart just keep feel hurt..
+The pain that I've wound seems to bleed again
+Seeing their tears enough to make me hurt
+Seeing them not as 5 make me feel sad
+The lyric really broke my heart to pieces
+No one can understand what are they facing
+We, Cassiopeia and Bigeast, can only watch and show our endlessly support  and love

HohoHoho what is life?

Toink Toink....

Annyahaseyo!!

Finally, I'm back!!! Waa, miss this thing already... So many things happen when I'm away from my bloggy..

Not to mention, I got My  lappy!! Kyuna calls it Poodle (Heechul).. LOL... 

Well, the real name is still anonymous... I hate to call it lappy or laptop coz people do know that thing..

Aside from that thingy, I just finished my second and mid year test..

It's kinda hard... As far as I know for now, I got 4a's... the rest, it's still remain mystery..

Well, it's reminds me of B2ST.. my Yoseob!! LOL

Lately, I've been stucked with manga..

The problem is it's not just one but 6!!!

And the update are always killing me.... It takes almost a month or longer...

Her's the manga..

The first one goes to........ VAMPIRE KNIGHT

i just can't get it out of my mind....

i started read it yesterday and will finish it soon..

second, HE'S DEDICATED TO ROSES...

Already on the last chapter...

The third one is BOY OF THE FEMALE WOLF..

The characters are truly jjang!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

three more are THE FOX MEETS THE WOLF, IDOL SHOPPING and FORBIDDEN KISS

even whem i'm taking bath, studying, sleeping, eating...

to make it simple, those things always play in my head...

gosh, totally addicted now!!!

And now, let's change the mood!!

Now I'm totally ANGRY!!! MAD!!!

gosh, it's depressing!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I could scream all my heart out!!!

I just hate it!!! HATE IT!!

Why can't just they leave me alone?? 

They said 2 hours and yes, 2 hours I try to focus on it......

What the hell??? And now they're questioning me bout that bloody thing!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to enjoy my leisure time..

Not everyday I got to spend my time alone...

Everyday, either it's weekends or weekdays, my life is already pack with STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!

I need to relax n release my stress too..

But no one can understand me.. I'm confuse!!

Why do this happen to me? It always me! Life is so unfair.. :(

Things just never go well in my life!! Why can others do that while I can't???????