Waaa, finally, my PMR result was out yesterday. If you ask me am I nervous? The answer will be NO and YES. No, I'm not nervous or think about the result a month, a week, a day or even an hour before the result arrived at school. And YES, once my headmistress entered the hall with the teachers, carrying the result, I felt like my heart just stop beating in a rhythm. My mind went blank and all I can think is, OMG, what if I didn't get 9A? Then I started to think about my family and myself too. At that moment, I realized how important it is to me. It's not that I haven't realized it before. When 'Pengetua' said that only 16 people in my class got 9A, my heart strongly told me that maybe I'm not one of the lucky 16. And at that moment, I just can't control it.
On that day, my mum, friends and also their mums really helped me a lot. If you ask did it hurt me? Make me sad? The answer will also be YES and NO. YES, of course anybody would feel that. After 3 years of hard working, I hope to see 9A. But, NO, because I know that I still have a long journey lie ahead of me and I need to make this result as my guidance. People always told that
Mistakes Are The Best Teacher, so when you're still young, make as many mistakes as you can so that you will not repeat the same things again in the future. There're a lot of important things that I, we, will face soon in our life. It's more important than UPSR, PMR or even SPM. These things are our real life that we'll be facing after we go out into the world all by ourself. No parents, no teachers, no friends, or even your siblings that can help us when that time come. It's all depends on us, ourselves.
Well, congrats to all Naimians that got 9A especially my hyung, umma, noona and aegya! I'm happy for all of you guys. To my dearest 3UH, congrats to us! What ever the result that we got, accept it and learn from our mistakes ( actually, this is something to convince myself.. LOL! )
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