A song to describe my day....

song for today...........

Welcome To My Life 
 

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life (3x)

Aish, i'm sure you can guess how's my life today...

i got really mad with my dongsaeng..

we're fighting over computer... LOL, so funny....

I went to my room and slammed the door..

I'm lucky my okaasan not there or i'm dead!!!

And, I played songs in my phone in full volume..

I always do that when i'm totally stress and angry..

That's who i am.. hu3..^^

And now, I really feel like killing him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why does he need to bother me and my lovely computer!!!

I'm going to struggle him to death!!!

What an evil unnie I am T_T

So what???? i don't care...

I'm so pissed off now!!

What will happen if i kill him ne?? Gosh, I'm going crazy now!!

Forget my stupid plan ok.. Just kidding but i'm seriously angry now!!!

Life couldn't get easy....

Life couldn't get easy...

That's what I always think... I'm so tired... School and other stuff.. Next week is the last week I'm going to school before I'm having Eid!!! Can I have 'duit raya' for this year?? I want 'duit raya'!! So I can buy Heading To The Ground after this.. Ohh, wait, as I remember, Heading To The Ground will be air in MBC channel starting today.. Am I right?? He3... Yay!! Yunho oppa drama!!

Finally, the very end of it!!! He3.. What am I mumbling ne.. Secreto projecto finishto!! Kah3.. What is that?? Aiyoo yoo, my chapter 5 isn't going to finish by itself here.. Really need to finish it quickly!! Maybe this weekend?? 2 weeks after this I need to stop writing for awhile... But, I don't know if I can do it.. Like addicted to writting now.. Is that bad?? I dunno laaaaaaaa....

Here's some news that attracted me and I'm a little sad of it...

Up to 15 artists including DBSK, 2PM, Big Bang, SNSD, MC Mong, Jewelry, Super, Junior, SHINee2NE1 were said to be performing at this year's Dream Concert in Korea. But after recent events, DBSK and 2PM have said that they are unsure whether or not they will be performing. and

As you all may already know, DBSK's Micky Yoochun, Xiah Junsu, and Youngwoong Jaejoong are having some problems with their record label, SM Entertainment, regarding their salaries. A representative for DBSK has said, "We know that the expectations for Dream Concert 2009 were huge for the DBSK fans. However, resolving this case with SM amicably is our first priority, for the sake of the future expansion of the Korean music industry." and "We all hope that the boys will quickly reclaim their titles as the kings of K-Pop."

2PM, as you all know, is not faring well at the moment neither, with the resignation of their ex leader Jaebeom. Jaebeom has already left for Seattle and was reported saying that he'd return after he studied music in States. And with the need of a new leader for 2PM, JYPE has stated that all of 2PM's future activities have been canceled as of now and that nothing is certain with the boys yet.

Late night post.. muaahahaha

Waaa, Jaebeom leave 2PM?? Wae??? I love him so much.. T_T Does he need to leave just because of it?? Who's going to replace him? Junho?? T_T.. It's not like i don't like Junho but really, i prefer Jaebom as the leader. Aish, Jaebeom has leave Korea!!! Ok, let's leave about 2PM.. You can read a news that i grob from Allkpop.com.. If i continue about 2PM, I'll end up crying!!!

My dongsaeng is having his UPSR now... I can understand his feeling coz I've be in his position.. Not too stress I think...Ha3... I'm a girl without feeling!! Happy to admit that... I just realise, I never felt anything when having exam.. Kah3.. Funny right...

I really don't know what to write here.. Owh yes!! Forgot to mention.. I'm making a secret project now [that's what anli unnie call it].. I think it will be reveale on Thursday or Friday... But really, I don't have time to write chapter 5 now!! I'm so curious about what am I going to write in chapter 5.. LOL!! I thought i was the author but now the author is totally in curious!! Ha3!! Well, let's wait and see.. I'm going to write chapter 5 and try to finish my secret project muahahaha.. I'm going to be sleepy in class tomorrow!!! But who cares.. I have my friends so my chance to sleep is about 5%.. My friends are totally not going to let me sleep in peace at school.. That's all I want to say.. Jaebeom!! Why you leave 2 PM??

Jaebeom Leaves Korea

Former 2PM leader, Jaebeom...or I guess we should now say Jay Park, has left Korea. The fallen star left Korea on September 8th, 2009 on an afternoon flight at Incheon Airport with over 500 fans literally screaming, crying, and begging for him not to go.

Since the scandal broke out, much controversy has stirred up in the Korean and online community with hate and support forums popping up everywhere. Rumors had been spiraling that Jay was leaving 2PM but JYP announced that he would be staying with the group, leaving fans relieved, only to have the moment shortened by a guilt ridden Jay who announced he would be leaving the group to take responsibility as a leader and to no longer put the group through more trouble.

Korea reports blame mainly the online community, saying they took a small mistake and blew it out of proportion, pushing Jay over the limit and caused him to resign with their hate forums and blogs, although many have expressed their positive opinions about him. One netizen even said, "I am not a fan of 2PM but I am a fan of music. I admit what Jaebeom said was wrong but it is undeniable that the guy is super talented and thus he should be forgiven."

With Jaebeom leaving Korea and stepping down as leader, new rumors are spiraling that Junho will be taking over as leader of 2PM. How this will affect the group and its schedule is unclear but one thing is for sure; it will never be the same again.

Jaebeom reportedly arrives at 12:40PM PST in Seattle.

Many fans both in Korea and worldwide are in hysterics, and rumors have been flying off the roof. Though it's heartbreaking for many to see this talented leader leave, the dust has yet to settle and we are still waiting on further official reports from JYPE. Thus, no assumptions on 2PM and Jay should be made yet as no formal plans have been announced. We hope the best for his future endeavors, be it with 2PM or not. Stay tuned for further developments!

All About SS501 [2 In One]

Flu!!!!! Waeyo??? What happened?? Here's the news... T_T

 Kim Hyun Joong diagnosed with swine flu!

Grab From Allkpop.com

SS501 leader and Boys Over Flowers star, Kim Hyun Joong, has been diagnosed with swine flu. The singer turned actor was in Japan to promote his hit drama series over the weekend, from 5 - 6th September. During the promotion, he had shown signs of a fever and a headache, which caused him to miss his activities on the 6th.

A representative from DSP Media gave a formal statement saying, "Scheduled for a flight, at 12pm on the 7th of September, he had passed through immigration without any problems but later in the afternoon, due to a sudden change to his health, he was taken to the emergency room."

While in the ER, it was diagnosed that the star has swine flu, and the representative says that the star is being treated but has to remain under further observation to make any other report, thus causing him to remain in Japan. Kim Hyun Joong's manager has been sent to the hospital to check on the matter and will inform the public with more details when available.

SS501 Confirms Malaysia for Persona Tour

 

Grab From Allkpop.com

Triple S members of Malaysia, you sure are getting spoiled with events... get your money ready because SS501 has officially added your country to its Persona Asian Tour hit list!

SS501, which has been recently filming in Malaysia, previously announced hopes to hold a concert in this country at the end of 2009 or next January as part of their Persona tour. Since this announcement, three concert organizing companies from Singapore & Malaysia have reportedly battled for rights to organize this leg of the tour. Ultimately, Marctensia, which has organized Malaysia concerts for Ariel Lin and Akon, won the sole rights with a whopping seven figure sum to organize the Malaysian branch of the tour.

Seven figures... this is reportedly the same ballpark as other A-list celebrities, such as Jay Chou and other "kings of pop". As plans are still in infant stages, the concert venue, date and other specific details have yet to be cemented; however, many guess that the concert will be held in mid-December, as this is the time frame for the Singapore part of the Persona tour. Rumors also speculate that DSP Entertainment (SS501's management agency) is planning to bring around a hundred staff & crew on the tour, which includes assistants, make up artists, hair stylists, concert tech crew etc.

The Persona tour is already well underway - after kicking it off in Seoul on the first day of August, SS501 started their overseas tour on August 13 with two reportedly kickass concert in Japan. Fans in Taiwan and Singapore are also anticipating scheduled concerts in the near future.

 

Yet Another Girl Group, Secret

OMO!! There's so many new girl group now. Aigoo, it's good but I really having problem trying to remember their names. Kah3!! Not really.. So far, I'm still in love with DBSK.. The one and only!!

Grab From Allkpop.com

It has been reported that there will be another girl group that will debut soon with four members.

However, only one of the members was revealed. Jun Hyo Sung was the winning contestant in the audition program titled "Battle Shinhwa" and was a former member in the group Jun (전). Jun Hyo Sung was born in the same year as Yubin of the Wonder Girls and After School's UEE.

The four member girl group's name is "Secret." Their motive for this mysterious name is to convey to fans that they want to reveal to the world all the talent that they have been hiding so that they may become known throughout the world.

It is reported that all the members will be introduced in a new reality show titled, "Secret Story," that will air on Mnet on the 21st of September. The remaining three members will slowly be revealed on 9th of September. Lets hope that this mysterious group really has the talent to back their name up.

Just want to say...

Just want to say Happy Birthday to my lovely editor...

Anlia unnie!!!

Happy sweet 16 unnie...

----SAENG-il CHU-kah HAM-ni-dah, ----
----SAENG-il CHU-kah HAM-ni-dah, ----
----SA-rang Ha-neun Anlia unnie, ----
----SAENG-il CHU-kah HAM-ni-dah----

---- Otanjyoubi omedoto ----
---- otanjyoubi omedeto ----

---- otanjyoubi omedeto Anlia san ----
---- tanjyoubi omedeto!----

2NE1 performs Pretty Boy in full

 Grab From Allkpop.com

After promotions for I Don't Care ceased, 2NE1 fans were in high anticipation for performances from the remainder of their album. I'm sure the YG Ladies are extremely happy now, as the girls revealed their full performance of Pretty Boy on tonight SBS Inkigayo.

Fellow label mate and producer Teddy Park of 1TYM is featured in the song but he wasn't present for the performance - but it's all good.

Check out their brand spankin' new performance below!

SS501 gets TVXQ questions in Malaysia

Grab From Allkpop.com

 

Korean idol group SS501 was recently in Malaysia for their DVD filming and had to face tricky questions about TVXQ.

SS501 had been in Kota Kinabalu, Malaysia for a 4D3N trip for their DVD filming since 31st August. They then flew to Kuala Lumpur on 3rd September for a press conference and fansigning (which made a lot of SS501 fans mad), organized by Warner Music Malaysia at the very last minute.

But during the press conference, SS501 were given tricky questions by the local media, as they asked them about the possibility of TVXQ disbanding because of the lawsuit against SM Entertainment and whether they had the confidence to replace them.

The SS501 members gave their mics to their leader, Kim Hyun Joong as he said, "It's a difficult question to answer. We can't really compare between the groups because we are of different styles, in terms of dance, songs and charisma. Furthermore, there's no confirmation about their disbandment in Korea as yet. We are just focusing on our tasks at hand and don't know the details of the whole situation. But we hope that they (TVXQ) can settle this in a good way and that their fans will continue to support them."

JaeJoong and YooChun’s “Colors” PV released!

Grab from Allkpop.com

OH MY GOD! The wait is finally over!

TVXQ/DBSK JaeJoong and YooChun's 'Colors - Melody and Harmony' PV/MV is finally out!

With the full single already released, the PV for the sweet and relaxing Hello Kitty theme song was released just today. Cassies are ecstatic that TVXQ is continuing to make their beautiful music in the midst of all the legal issues they are currently facing, and so am I.

Another reason for Cassies to keep the faith!

The PV/MV is so heavenly and soothing... You just have to see it for yourself! Let the melody and harmony of JaeJoong and YooChun's voice take over your head.

Fall In Love...

I just heard Taxi song from DBSK.. And totally into it now.. The lyric is so beautiful (for me).. And the song is... I don't know what to say!!!

Romaji Taxi

Karameta yubi wo hodoku tabi
Sono nukumori wo nigiri kaeshita

Kimi ni aeruto omou tabi
Boku no kokoro wa irodorareteku
Tawai mo nai dekigoto mo
Futari de ireba omoide ni dekiru noni

Kimi no koe mo sono hosoi katamo
Sono hitomi mo boku no mono janai
Donna ni soba ni itemo
Kimi no mirai kawasanai kagiri
Kono omoi wo kanaeru koto wa dekinaiyo
Hitotoki no yume itai hodo suki nano
Yoru ga owatteku

Ae nai toki wo umeru youni
Kirameku machi no hodo wo aruku

Hajimete, te ni fureta toki
Hodoketa kimi no egao ga yomigaeru

Dakishimetai dakishimete itai
Dakedo kimi wa boku no mono janai
Ibitsuna kokoro ga ima
Dakishimetai dakishimecha ikenai
Afureru hodo tokeru hodo motomete iru ni
Takushii (taxi) wo tomete yakusoku mo kawasazu
Kimi no te wo fure

Kimi no koe mo, sono hosoi katamo
Sono hitomi mo, boku no mono janai
Donna ni soba ni ite mo

Kimi no mirai, kawasanai kagiri
Kou omoiu, kanaeru, koto wa dekinaiyo
Hito toki mo yume, itai hodo suki nano
Yoru ga omiteku

Translation Taxi

Everytime you loosen our entwined hands,
I tried to hold onto the warmth,
Everytime I think I'll be able to meet you,
My heart dyes with a beautiful shade.
Even the common things turn into memories when we're together

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending

I walk the shimmering streets,
Trying to cover the times we can't meet,
Your playful smile, after our hands had met for the first time,
Keeps reviving in my memories

I want to embrace you; I want to embrace you tightly,
Yet you are not mine; my broken heart,
I want to embrace you but I cannot,
I want you to the degree that it's overflowing, that it's melting,
Without even being able to stop the taxi and make a promise
You wave your hands

Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending