Bogoshippoyo~!

HoHoHoHo~!
Finally I got time toupdate my sweety bloggy here.. Lots of things happened.. I'm officially on my school holiday for 2 weeks!! So happy~! What should I do first? Novels, Mangas, Dramas or Fanfics??? Aishh.. I need to think this thing carefully.. Muahahahahahaha~!

Oww, I've started writing again! h0oray f0r me~! for two years I left it and I've done it.. It's quite saddening coz somehow I notice that my writing is totally short from before! I need to do something, and QUICK!!

Well, actually I want to make a post yesterday but I was occupied with PQS so I slept  before I could online. 250511, it's been 4 years since SHINee debut~! I still remember how cute and INNOCENCE (I'm not saying they're not right now) boys. Especially Taeminnie~! And my ONEW~!Wow! Time do fly without I realize it. I hope that SHINee will always stay as 5 and will be gaining more popularity when they make their debut in Japan on 220611. I can't wait. Even with their teaser already make me crazy!! Not just SHINee but my first biased, Tohoshinki@DBSK@TVXQ will be releasing new Japanese album, you know! Now it's totally SME's group time! Ohhh, one more, Aegya told me that it's confirm that f(x) will make a repackaged album in the mid of June.

Omo, talking bout Kpop really take my mind off the exam.  Well, i've got a feeling that my result will be a lot WORST than before! Gosh, I'm so DEAD!! Ottokae~!!! It's really tiring thinking of it. So, I'm not going to waste my precious holiday just because of my exam paper.

I'm thinking of watching 49 Days and Lie To Me and maybe also Coffee House!!! I'm drama MANIAC and I'm BACK for good! Ughh, and now I'm going back to finish something I've started before.. MY CHAPPY 9~! XOXO, nite nite

What A Beautiful Day...

Annyeong all!!! Waaa, did you all miss me?? Miahahahaha.. It's been 2 months and a half more maybe more since the last entry that I posted.. Taa sempat laa nak kejor sume benda.. Den nihh, punye tangan 2 ajeeee.. Anyway, a week ago, started my holiday.. Nothing much happen, I went to school on Saturday and Monday to do some works (Ohhh, I forgot to mention! I was selected along with my hyung and two other girls in my batch to become the Briged Cyber!!!) and I went to KL on Thursday and safely back to Kelantan yesterday.. So today!!! I managed to ponteng school and yes at first was because I was terribly MALAS but when I was up for Subuh, my head was spinning like hell! Nak bangun pun susah tau! So, let's put that aside, and I've got 2 good news and a bad news! Which one should I share first???! ummmm....

I think I'll go the bad one first so that after this, I can forget it with the good one and happily watch VALENTINE'S DAY!!! Although I xpergi school, But my friend sent me my markah exam.. Rendah SIOT!! Lama2 boleh bankrut otak fikir tau!!! I got SEJ, BA and FIZIK punye markah.. I prefer to keep it to myself, the marks.. But I still got an A for my history!!! SO happy......... Physics was a little higher that what I had imagined, thank god!!Ba, no comment!!! -_____-


And now we jump to the good stuff!! I can't describe my feeling now!! It's finally arrived!!!!!!

 

Not just that, I found this in KL and I immediately bought this without a second thought.. Before that I bought a four leaves clover for my phone!!!! Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa, so cute!!!!!! On the last night, I went to see War Invasion! It so damn cool.. I was like "WoWoWoWoW~!" Well, I will leave you with the photos and I'm off to Valentine's DAY~!

Kitchen Princess is H3re..

Aduyai, there're like 3 more days before I'll need to go to school again. And this year will be a tough one i think. Form 4. F4? No!! Andweh! Nehi hae! Nope fullstop. Aku ta nak go back to SCHOOL. I think something just went wrong with my brain. Holiday is still the best I think. But school pom best jugak. I mean at school ada friends and I don't really hate studying. I enjoy doing it *if it doesn't kill me* and somehow, I'm really excite to learn the new things next year.

I just finished reading Kitchen Princess. I love the drawing, the story, the characters and also the FOOD! It's really mouth watering although it's a colourless manga. If i have a taste sense like Najika, it would be so much fun! ugh, If only I can eat all of the food that Najika made. Oh, i forgot to mention. I think, Najika and Daichi is such a cute couple! Both of them are so cute!!! And Akane and Seiya too of course. But, I hate one thing, why did Sora have to die!!!? It's really a heart breaking moment. But, if Sora didn't die, we still can't be sure if Najika would end up with Daichi. Anyway, I still pick Daichi over Sora. Fullstop! LOL.. I think I'll start reading Yumeiro Patissiere now. Another cooking manga! Need to fill my stomach first or I'll be starving looking at the delicious food.. AGAIN~!and another cute cartoon! I think I'll die coz of the cuteness~! Sayangnye, the anime ada lots of episode.. Now it's already 68 or 63. Something like that. Should I get the CD???! Kitchen Princess is a lot cuter I think.. Dunno!

Like the River~...

 Waaa, finally, my PMR result was out yesterday. If you ask me am I nervous? The answer will be NO and YES. No, I'm not nervous or think about the result a month, a week, a day or even an hour before the result arrived at school. And YES, once my headmistress entered the hall with the teachers, carrying the result, I felt like my heart just stop beating in a rhythm. My mind went blank and all I can think is, OMG, what if I didn't get 9A? Then I started to think about my family and myself too. At that moment, I realized how important it is to me. It's not that I haven't realized it before. When 'Pengetua' said that only 16 people in my class got 9A, my heart strongly told me that maybe I'm not one of the lucky 16. And at that moment, I just can't control it.

On that day, my mum, friends and also their mums really helped me a lot. If you ask did it hurt me? Make me sad? The answer will also be YES and NO. YES, of course anybody would feel that. After 3 years of hard working, I hope to see 9A. But, NO, because I know that I still have a long journey lie ahead of me and I need to make this result as my guidance. People always told that Mistakes Are The Best Teacher, so when you're still young, make as many mistakes as you can so that you will not repeat the same things again in the future. There're a lot of important things that I, we, will face soon in our life. It's more important than UPSR, PMR or even SPM. These things are our real life that we'll be facing after we go out into the world all by ourself. No parents, no teachers, no friends, or even your siblings that can help us when that time come. It's all depends on us, ourselves.

Well, congrats to all Naimians that got 9A especially my hyung, umma, noona and aegya! I'm happy for all of you guys. To my dearest 3UH, congrats to us! What ever the result that we got, accept it and learn from our mistakes ( actually, this is something to convince myself.. LOL! )

The Clock Is Always Ticking XOXO

Seconds, Minutes and Hours..

Flew away without a stop..

Coz the clock will always be ticking..

People sometimes seems to forget that time can never be stop, pause, rewind or even fast forward. So, they are unaware of how times can past so quickly, leaving them in a great loss. A month and a half time without school after PMR and 2 months after PMR seem like a short time. Unconsciously, the result will be out soon, to be more precise, it's on 23rd of Dec, 2 days before the Christmas. OMG! I'm dead, doom! Nae ottokae unnie??! Present for noona already been bought. Can't wait to give it to her. 

I'm having a fever playing The Sim! i want to play it!! Give me the damn PSP!!! So, off to The Sim now...

Peace & Love XOXO <3

1.4.3 describe Everything

 

 I just realise that I've been missing my dearest bloggY so much! Well, a week in KL, hard to get a chance to online and also my 'kegilaan' watching Oh!My Lady and mangas time. Lately, I've been stucking like been glue in front of the TV. OHMAIGOSH! I mean StarWorld and FoX totally the BEST! And holidei totally sucks! 

i miss my friends<3

i miss writing

i miss my novels <3

i miss blogging

i miss messing up <3

So, petang tadi, we managed to MEET UP! Gosh, after all this long time, i mean finally! But sadly, Yam Granny couldn't joined the party. I say, unlucky for her coz I know she's missing her sweet dongie LoL! And Noona will be leaving us next year ;( I'm gonna MISS HER so much! I wish she didn't have to go away. ;(

This thing, 100% just destroy my mood. I need something to cheer up so I'm gonna go and come back when I'm all bright as the 'SURIA'. PeaCe and LoVe <3

It's Me??

I'm feeling so down tonight.. Well, not only tonight, it's been a while.. It make me thought, no one ever knew the other side of me.. sometimes I feel like I'm running a double life.. Once school time is over, I'll change into someone else..  Someone that even I hardly know..

In school, my smile will never fade away.. My mind is clear.. I even forgot about my problems especially PMR..  but at home, my room is my paradise.. It's hard to see me wandering around my house.. I'll just go out to eat or when there's no one at home.. Tears?? It'll accompany me at night.. Sometimes, I feel like I can go on anymore.. It's hurt badly.. No one can understand me.. More important, no one trust me!! That's make me even more sad..

Just now,one of my friends asked me if I have any problems.. Her question surprised me.. My sadness, is it too obvious now?? I thought I've manage to hide it deep down in my heart.. I don't want to tell them.. Because I know I'll end up crying like before.. Well, people does say crying is the most effective way to reduce sadness.. So does sharing.. I don't know what to think now.. Everything seems to be so far away for me to reach it.. Success and happiness.. Two things I miss the most.. Oh god, help me change myself.. Make me a better person..