The tears of a heart

My heart is hurting..

My head keeps spinning..

My tears keep rolling down..

Everything seems to hard, to painful

My faith slowly fading..

But as I thought it over..

I know I need to have faith in them

I know they are also suffering like us

Feeling like there's no air to breathe in anymore

Scare to keep a faith

To keep a hope on something that is still mystery

DBSK, 

A name that brought smile and laughter

A name that makes my heart pounding hard

A name that light up many life

A name that have a special place in many hearts

To think that they'll disappear

To loss faith and love towards them

I realize it's not something that I can do 

Forever, DBSK will be in my heart

And I'll always keep the faith...

+After watching JYJ Thanksgiving Concert, my heart just keep feel hurt..
+The pain that I've wound seems to bleed again
+Seeing their tears enough to make me hurt
+Seeing them not as 5 make me feel sad
+The lyric really broke my heart to pieces
+No one can understand what are they facing
+We, Cassiopeia and Bigeast, can only watch and show our endlessly support  and love

HohoHoho what is life?

Toink Toink....

Annyahaseyo!!

Finally, I'm back!!! Waa, miss this thing already... So many things happen when I'm away from my bloggy..

Not to mention, I got My  lappy!! Kyuna calls it Poodle (Heechul).. LOL... 

Well, the real name is still anonymous... I hate to call it lappy or laptop coz people do know that thing..

Aside from that thingy, I just finished my second and mid year test..

It's kinda hard... As far as I know for now, I got 4a's... the rest, it's still remain mystery..

Well, it's reminds me of B2ST.. my Yoseob!! LOL

Lately, I've been stucked with manga..

The problem is it's not just one but 6!!!

And the update are always killing me.... It takes almost a month or longer...

Her's the manga..

The first one goes to........ VAMPIRE KNIGHT

i just can't get it out of my mind....

i started read it yesterday and will finish it soon..

second, HE'S DEDICATED TO ROSES...

Already on the last chapter...

The third one is BOY OF THE FEMALE WOLF..

The characters are truly jjang!!! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

three more are THE FOX MEETS THE WOLF, IDOL SHOPPING and FORBIDDEN KISS

even whem i'm taking bath, studying, sleeping, eating...

to make it simple, those things always play in my head...

gosh, totally addicted now!!!

And now, let's change the mood!!

Now I'm totally ANGRY!!! MAD!!!

gosh, it's depressing!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I could scream all my heart out!!!

I just hate it!!! HATE IT!!

Why can't just they leave me alone?? 

They said 2 hours and yes, 2 hours I try to focus on it......

What the hell??? And now they're questioning me bout that bloody thing!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to enjoy my leisure time..

Not everyday I got to spend my time alone...

Everyday, either it's weekends or weekdays, my life is already pack with STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!

I need to relax n release my stress too..

But no one can understand me.. I'm confuse!!

Why do this happen to me? It always me! Life is so unfair.. :(

Things just never go well in my life!! Why can others do that while I can't???????

New Theme Song For My M0od

Romaji Toki Wo Tomete
Isogu youni natsu no seiza tachi ga biru no tani mani katamuite kakureteku Toorisugiru bokura no mainichi chippo kena kotode naki souna toki mo aru Itsuka kimi ga ikita ga tte ita ano mise qa mou naku natte shimatta kedo Donna himo boku tachi wa Futari no koi wa owara naito shinjiteita Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai Miageta sora negai komete Hitotsu hitotsu kagayaku hoshi tsunage nagara Kimi no katachi...sagashiteta Suki dayotte jouzuni ie nakutte nami uchi giwade furueta osanai koi Tado tado shiku naranda metome ga mabataki saemo oshiito kanjite ita Sunani kaita chikai wa suguni hiku nami ni sarawarete kiete shimattemo Ano koro no boku tachi wa futari no koi wa kawaranai to shinjite ita Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai Motto kimi wo dakishimetai Hitotsu hitotsu kimi no koto wo oboe nagara Eien dake shinjiteta Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai Miageta sora negai komete Hitotsu hitotsu kagayaku hoshi tsunage nagara Kimi no katachi sagashiteta Toki wo tomete zutto kimi no sobani itai Motto kimi wo dakishimetai Hitotsu hitotsu kimi no koto wo oboe nagara Eien dake shinjiteta

Translation

The summer stars are rushing away and fading out behind the buildings

As the days are speeding by, I’m almost in tears even with little things

The shop that you have wanted to go has gone

We have always believed that our love will never fade away

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love

Looking up to the sky, I wish with all my heart

Connecting the sparkling stars one by one

I am longing… for your shadow

I’m not good in expressing my love for you, my first love is trembling at the water’s edge

Haltingly, side by side, our eyes can’t even spare one blink

Even though our words are written in the sand, it will be immediately washed away by the waves

During those days, we have always believed that our love will never fade away

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love

I want to hold you, again and again

As I’ve recognized you step by step

I just believed in an eternal love

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love

Looking up to the sky, I wish with all my heart

Tying all the shining stars together

I am longing… for your shadow

I want want to stop the time and be with you forever, my love

I want to hold you, again and again

I’ve recognized you step by step

I just believed in an eternal love

DBSK rand0m Questi0ns t0 Answer.... ♥

1. What are you listening to right now?

=> toki wo tomete by DBSK

2. Who do you like best in TVXQ?

=> Jaejoong

3. What were you listening to yesterday?

=> Songs on my Phone

4. Who do you think Is the hottest?

=> op c0urse my JAEJOONG!!

5. Why do you think so?

=> he got a warm smile that totally make me melt over him ^_^

his soft voice came t0 me everyday every minutes every seconds even in my sweet dreamland

in other word, HE'S PERFECT!

6. Last TVXQ picture you looked at?

=> in my computer.. bunch of it.. esp my jae n chunnie!!! ^^

7. Who's your best couple?

=> soulmate and soulfighter

8. Soul Mate or Soul Fighter?

=> soulmate!

9. XiMin or Minsu.?

=> isn't it the same? Daaaaa

10. Maze or Rainy Night?

=> maybe rainy night.. or maze?? aig0o, i'll go with rainy night!

11. Runaway or Close to you?

=> of course runaway!! but i l0ve both of it..

12. Micky or Hero?

=> both of them are my heart, mind and soul! ^^

13. JaeMin or JoongShim?

=> jae and min? it will become JAEMIN!! daaaaa

14. CheckMate or XiahTic?

=> xiahtic.. but both are catchy.. aig0o!

15. Picture of you or Asu wa kuru kara?

=> what kinda question is this! it's hard to decide!!!!

16.Hero or Xiah?

HERO JAEJOONG!!!

17.Xiah or Micky?

=> my Soulmate!!!! MICKY^^

18. Wallpaper on your mobile phone?

= Y0ogeun.. ahaks ^^

19.Wallpaper on your computer/lappie ?

= f(x), sometime yoogeun.. i'm dead if i put DBSK!

20. Song you have attempted to sing?

= U-Kiss, DBSK aish.. to make it easy, a g0od and catchy + sad + romantic songs.. huh?????

21.Song you have attempted to dance to?

= Man Man Hani, Bingeul Binguel, Mirotic, Purple Line, Breakout!! ^^, Chu, Choc Love, Lachata.. aish, there's ton of songs!

22. Song which dance move you perfected?

= i'm not a good dancer!! T_T

How would you describe the situation using only TVXQ songs

23. Irritated?

= purple line???

24. You have a date with your soul mate and you are the happiest person on earth?

= Beautiful life

25. Feel really horny?

=> a catchy song... example... he3..

26. Your soul-mate tells you something so sweet it gives you goosebumps.(I mean in a good way)

= Wasurenaide

27. You put everything into the things you do. (eg. study)

= bolero, kiss shita mama sayonara and heart, mind and soul

I'm E.L.F??

     

PROUDLY  E.L.F

 

  

 

♥ My Star ♥

 

PROUDLY CASSIOPEIA

 

Life Couldn't Get Better

DBSK!!!! check this out... they got no.1... I'm so proud!! Happy!!! wow...

And this is the K-pop chart i got from daily K pop news some of the weekly charts... But I'm not sure which one are from Mnet, Dosirak and Melon....

1. Oh! - SNSD
2. Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go - 2AM
3. Lupin - KARA
4. I'm a Loner - CN Blue
5. Try To Copy Me - 2NE1
6. It Hurts Because It's Love - Min Kyung Hoon
7. Love Teaches How To Drink - Lee Seung Gi
8. I Can't - 4Men
9. Star Star Star - SNSD
10. Change (feat. Yong Joon Hyung from B2ST) - Hyun Ah

1. Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go - 2AM
2. Oh! - SNSD
3. I'm a Loner - CN Blue
4. Try To Copy Me - 2NE1
5. I Can't - 4Men
6. We Got To Love Each Other - Ga In & Jo Kwon
7. Round and Round - UKiss
8. It's This Person - Kim Jong Kook
9. It Hurts Because It's Love
10. Love Teaches How To Drink - Lee Seung Gi

1. Lupin - KARA
2. I Go Crazy Because Of You - Tiara
3. Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go - 2AM
4. Oh! - SNSD
5. Lollipop part 2 - Big Bang
6. I'm A Loner - CN Blue
7. It Hurts Because It's Love - Min Kyung Hoon
8. I Can't - 4Men
9. I'm Sorry - V.O.S
10. Love Teaches How To Drink - Lee Seung Gi

Here's the chart link :

http://www.melon.com/svc/html/melonchart/chart_main.html?MAIN=GNB
http://www.dosirak.com/Ranking/f_WeekRankingList.asp
http://music.mnet.com/Chart/Chart_Total.asp

owwww, Beast is making a comeback soon!!! I can't wait.. Yoseop hair is white?? umm, he looks good.. ^^ he3... Aigoo, forget about this thing first...

I got exam on 7th March till 11st March!!! the first exam for this year.. aigoo, i'm so worry about it!!! What to do???? umm, I don't have extra class for 2 weeks!! h0oray!! he3..

I want to learn Korean and Japanese but got no time!!!!!!!!!!!! So sad.. ~~ Maybe after PMR, i'll start working on it again.. Life as form 3 student is not very simple... ~~

video???

I was checking for a new update for Korean entertainment in allkpop and found this video.. 

 I was so speechless l0oking at Taecyeon in here!! It's so funny!! ha3.. As always, Taeyeon is so kawaii!! he3...

Here's another one about Taecyeon and Nickhun having a conversation in English, talking about the MCs.. ha3!! Check out the last part of the conversation..

Here's about UEE from After Sch0ol in Strong Heart.. w0w!! she''s is so strict about unnies and dongsaengs.. 

One week off Sch0ol.. ^^

When we see 'Holiday' or 'off the school' , we, the students, are very happy!! Trust me... there's nothing can bring so much happiness than that!!! if i thought about it over and over again, I would say "One week is jst not enough!!!" Of course many will agree with it.. ha3!!!!

So, during the holiday... I did nothing actually... I watch a few dramas...

Like........ I'll talk about it later.. he3... 

On weekends i got tuition so no sleeping late or waking up late.. hu3.. 

Here's a few pic from this week... he3...

 

umm, I watch 3 dramas.. but of course not until end.. A few are still airing now...

I've watch You're Beautiful until the end.. but i want to watch it again!! ha3!!! God of Study is fantastic.. I don't know why.. but i like it.... the same goes to Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi HengeIt just stuck with me!!! he3... it's dangerous.... Totally... Well, let see the sinopsys... Maybe I'll provide the OST next time.. BTW, I'm totally into Yoo Seung Ho and Jang Geun Suk!! he3..

Title: 공부의 신 / Gongbueui Shin / Lord of Study
Chinese Title : 学习之神
Also known as: God of Study
Genre: Comedy
Episodes: 16
Broadcast network: KBS2
Broadcast period: 2010-Jan-04 to 2010-Feb-23
Air time: Monday & Tuesday 21:55

Synopsis

Kang Suk Ho is an ordinary lawyer who decides to teach a bunch of rebellious students. He promises to get five of them into their most prestigious college in the country.

Cast

Kim Soo Ro as Kang Suk Ho
Bae Doo Na as Han Soo Jung
Song Yoon Ah as Jang Ma Ri
Yoo Seung Ho as Hwang Baek Hyun
Park Ji Yeon as Na Hyun Jung
Go Ah Sung
Lee Hyun Woo as Hong Chan Doo

 

Title: 미남이시네요 / You’re Beautiful
Chinese Title : 原来是美男啊
Also known as: You’re Handsome, A.N.JELL
Genre: Romance, comedy
Episodes: 16
Broadcast Network: SBS
Broadcast period: 2009-Oct-07 to 2009-Nov-26
Air time: Wednesday & Thursday 21:55

Synopsis

Tae Kyung and On Yu are in search of a new member for their idol group, A.N.JELL. However, Mi Nam suffers an injury at the last moment. So Mi Nyu, his twin sister, is asked to step in for her brother. The rest of the drama follows the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group. 

Cast
Jang Geun Suk as Hwang Tae Kyung
Park Shin Hye Go Mi Nam (Male) / Go Mi Nyu (Female)
Lee Hong Ki as Kang On Yu / Jeremy
Jung Yong Hwa as Kang Shin Woo

• Title: ヤマトナデシコ七変化
• Title (romaji): Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge
• Also known as: Perfect Girl Evolution
• Format: Renzoku
• Genre: Comedy
• Broadcast network: TBS
• Broadcast period: 2010-Jan-15 t0 2009-Mar
• Air time: Friday 22:00
• Music: Love yourself ~Kimi ga Kirai na Kimi ga Suki~ by KAT-TUN

Synopsis   

Blessed with good looks, Takano Kyohei, a college student, is always suffering from the unreasonable behaviour of customers who want him and the sexual harassment of his store manager. Because of his hot temper, he loses his head on this occasion and is fired from his part-time job. Then one day, the glamorous owner, Ms Nakahara proposes, “I’ll give you free board-and-lodging if you can turn my niece, Sunako, into a lady!” Kyohei and Toyama Yukinojo, Oda Takenaga and Morii Ranmaru, the other guys living together in the same boarding house, are enthusiastic, but the person who appears before the four of them is a spooky girl whose hair covers her face and who loves horror and vampires. And so, their tumultuous communal life begins...

CAST

• Kamenashi Kazuya as Takano Kyohei
• Tegoshi Yuya as Toyama Yukinojo
• Oomasa Aya as Nakahara Sunako
• Uchi Hiroki as Oda Takenaga
• Miyao Shuntaro (宮尾俊太郎) as Morii Ranmaru
• Kato Seishiro as Nakahara Takeru
• Kanbe Ranko as Kasahara Noi
• Osugi Ren as Shinichi (cafe master)
• Takashima Reiko as Nakahara Mine

After A Long Time...

Waaaa, lmenye x update.. Rse gatal plak tangan ary nih.. So, this time, I think I'll use bahasa melayu.. Cube yg lain plak kan... umm, dah 2 weeks school open kmbali... first week, x de mende sngt pown nak stoly moly kat cni.. pe sngt laa aq nak type nih.. form 3 life is suck.. trust me.. to all adik2 form 2 and 1 di Naim, anda akan merasai btpe seksa nye PMR.. Awal2 tahun ni blh tahan lgi.. skit lagi bertambun laa kertas soklan.. Ni p0m bnyk dah note kena uat.. Sejarah will be quite boring in chapter 2.. malayan union mende nth.. pegsan aq lam kelas nnti!!!!

Dah dok boring2 smalam maka ter-edit laa gmbar tahun lepas.. alahai... rndu bebeno kat kelas 2UA.. tahun ni 8 org berpecah termsuk diri ini.. hu3... ape boleh uat.. bnde dah jadi.. nak nyesal skrg p0wn x da gne... so, this is the pic.. nth laa noe tp cm cntik g2 kalau gne antique... hak333..

ahaks.. itam abih muke.. muahahahah... umm, ko pown dh start.. sure brtmbh keitaman.. oww, lupe nk cite. kelmarin kena inject.. sume budak pom 3 kena.. nasib kiteorg laa tuh.. sakit laaa jugak.. skrg pown rser ag nih.. mmg btul laaaa sengal pnye jarum.. takut aq.. ingtkan dh patah ke ape ker.. hu3... eh ptg2 nih lapar laa pulak.. nak makan ape x tau nih.. malas laa rase nak masuk dapur... sabar laa ekk perut.. kite makan jap lagi.. aish, dah 5 episode tertinggal cite tasbih cinta,.... ni internet punye pasal laaa nih.. slow sangat!!!!! hu3.. tiap2 ary rabu keno balik lambat skit.. lam kul 5.. ada study group ngn friends. hu3.. start to prepare for PMR laa nih.... hu3.. wish me luck guys!!!!!!!!!!!!  :)