I want to Scream!!!~

OmG!! I want to scream!! i dun give a damn wat will everyone think ^^.. Finally,  S.M The Ballad daa pun keluarkan teaser dieorang.. ANd now, I'm going crazy hearing Jay and Jonghyun's voice. Aaaaaaa! I can't decribe how I'm feeling now. Still tak betul kesan kelmarin nihh.. And baca pulak sal TVXQ akan comeback in Jan 2011. Is it true?? Then what about JYJ? is it going to be JUST Homin? kalau macam tu, tak denye jadi TVXQ balik. I miss them so much.. T__T Aigoo, ni namenya n=mangisi masa keboringan. Daa laa.. OUT~!

Crazy p(-_-)q

Yeah, I think I just when crazy moment ago. Too many things happen!! sekejap happy kejap sedih.. Letih arr camnih! why must it happen today.. No, why does it NEED to happen! I just want to forget about it all. T_T
I want to throw it out of my life. It's been years... And aku memang 0% tak mengharapkan ianya to turn this way. Memang senang cerita la kan... Secara automatiknya aku daa tak betul.. Aduyai, layan lagu pom, lagu yang memang, alahai! Memang xsangka aku dengar.. Ahaks! Keadaan aku ni kan, memang mengingatkan aku a song.

  

Lebih kurang but not like 100% kay.. Random play continue......................................

The First Time~!

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When I heard ur voice for the first time,

"Wow, his voice is so beautiful..!!!"

When I set my eyes on ur face for the first time,

"Damn, he's too cute",

When I fall in love for ur smile at the first time,

"My heart went away, sis~!",

and before I realise it,

I can't take my eyes away from you.

From that moment,

I keep wanting to hear your angelic voice,

Looking forward to see your face,

Wanting to see ur smile again and again,

and finally,

I wrote ur name deep down in my heart,

Starting to get greedy,

Wanting you just for myself.

For this moment,

I wish it would last and never go away,

As I know you would never be mine,

You are a star that I will never reach,

Thousands miles seperate us,

Lastly I pray in lonely night,

God, give him happiness and let me watch him from far away...

I LOVE UE FOREVER ONEW~!

OMG, this is so cheesy!! I can't believe I wrote it... Well, with Onew in my mind, anything can happen..

A~ing♥

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Alohaaaaaaaaa~! Tatau nak write apa laa.. Memang xbanyak pom in my head nihh. Nak tanya laa sikit ekk, nape ekkk, I get a few same question tonight... Or is it morning? Gagagaga! "kenal tak sapa nihh?" and "kenal tak die?" WHY??? who knows who?????? I know no one!!! (that's a total lie ^^) Yang lebih menyakitkan hati.. Boleh pula die pergi offline lepas tanya soalan yang bukan main sedap lagi didengar.. I hate to be left in major curiosity.. Remember that please~! And satu lagi yang aku benci, bila orang yang aku anggap anonymous to me minta no phone aku.. Pe kehalnya bro? Kenal x apa x ingat no phone aku ni jual dekat pasar ke? I'm so sorry jika si anonymous tuuh baca ekk. It's the truth and nothing can denied it... Tanpa ku sedari, entry nih dah jadi tempat aku luah perasaan pulak~! Ahaks.. Aku tengah malas nak tulis dalam Twinkle so berpaling tadah jap..


Sekarang ni aku tengah naik gila tengok SHINee Yunhanam tapi setakat nihh laaa, Onew xkena 'date' dengan mana-mana noona lagi.. I'm curious to see macam mana Onew pergi 'date'. Minho pom belum terpilih lagi niihh.. Aku an, xsuka betul dengan the 1st and 4th noona.. Tatau napa... Noona 2nd and 3rd tu baik and sweet and tak gedik.. Ahaks~! Ni tengah download ep 12 part 2.. yang tengoknya baru je 6 ep.. Onew SANGTAE~! Save ur last dance pom lom tengok lagi, Tokyo Dog lagi and The Expendable lagi.. Novel pom melambak nak habis kan nihh..Daa laa phone darlim dah jahanam keypadnya.. Nak phone baru~!!!! Tapi boleh ker??? Nak IPOD~!! Tapi berbaloi beli MP4 lagi.. Bila difikir-fikirkan an, beli IPOD ni uat bazir jekk.. Pe kejadah laa beli benda kecik tu semata-mata nak dengar lagu? Lagi melalaikan aku yang sememangnya mudah sangat terlalai nihh.. Alahai, ngantuk siot~!

Memories???

HoHoHoHO! Apa daa mcm Santa In Da House nihh? Sah aku daa gila melayan kegilaanku selepas PMR... Gilakk tol! Dah, dah laa tuut. FULLSTOP! Hello, hello... I'm d shining SHINee's fan! Aduyai, ta abes lagi upenye. I miss my bloggy so much! Perasaan nak blogging daa dtg balik ahaks~! Sebulan dua baru nih habis daa macam daa tada perasaan aku tau.. PMR laa punya pasal... But, since all of the hard time have gone by, my mind is at ease and I'll try to enjoy my holiday for now.. LOL! Mesti korang daa naik jemu baca entry aku. Asyik-asyik yang keluar jek KPOP.. Sikit-sikit KPOP! Well, apa boleh buat, KPOP is my world darlim. XD Sue me for falling head over heel with KPOP WORLD.

Well, I am SHINee's fan. I guess there's one question popping like the popcorn in ur head rite? When?? When aku daa berpaling tadah daripada DBSK ke SHINee? Bila aku berpaling tadah from Jae to Onew?? Daa lama arr guys just aku lebih pada DBSK sebelum nihh. SHINee ni macam lam 2nd place laa kalu boyband dulu. And disebabkan (aish, payah laa nk sebut kenyataan yang sememangnya pahit tuh) Dong Bang Shin Ki's era dah pom berakhir, my attention got attracted to SHINee especially my sweet darling Onew yang menggantikan tempat Jaejoong. This whole things made me think, nape aku tak pernah sebut I LIKE ONEW before. Kalau tak silap, Isnin lepas, aku ada laa tersebut dekat Syaq bout Onew. Aku betul-betul daa lupa yang Syaq pom minat Onew. Aku senyapkan jekk sal Onew tahun lepas coz Syaq.Aigoo, apa nak dibuat Syaq? Soal hati ni aku tak boleh nak men control2. I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY! Cepatnye laa hati aku boleh berubah. Kadang-kadang buat aku terfikir, kalau laaa someday nanti, aku terlibat dalam a relationship that involves many hearts, what if my heart keeps changing and mess up the situation? Waaaa, aku tak nak!!!! Alamak, aku da jadi drama queen laa pula! Jangan jadi Scream Queen daa....

OMG! Finally..

After waiting like a month! Vampire Knight episode 62 - Beyond The Memories is here!! OMG, I can't describe my feeling right now.. Furtunately for me, I open onemanga today.. If not, i'll be able to read it on next Monday. aigoo, that's a long time ne.. Reading Vampire Knight and listening to JYJ - W?? How does it feel?? JYJ's voices killing me while reading it.. It can't be help... Such a beautiful and sad song... OMO, I still can detect sadness in Junsu's voice although I'm not watching the video now.. The feeling is still there... Jae's voice is shaking with sadness! T_T

'We love you all'..

Gosh, back to VK... I'm kinda confuse with the latest chapters.. Dunno why.. I mean, bout Rido and Kaname connection.. What are those two connection? Why Kaname in that coffin before this?? Who devour whose life? Aigoo, lots of things still unclear... Waa, it's killing me!! I need to wait another 3 months to continue read it!! Well, that's because I got my trial exam on 1/8 and on September I got PRA PMR so like we all know, PMR fall on 5/10 for this year... What a pain! I feel like dying already... So, that's mean, no more guguma couple and Vinny couple until PMR?? Andweh!! I can't leave my Yonghwa, Seohyun, Victoria and Nickhun!! Um,, and also, I'm addicted watching Bleach!! Aigoo, it's hard.. Ichigo!! Kyaaaaaa~!

And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on? 

So, tomorrow I'm going to Johor for 4 days and 3 nights.. So, I'll be skipping school for 2 days.. What a happy week.. But, how am I suppose to print my folio jobs!!!! And to make it worst, my laptop been attacked by the viruses.. Well, thanks a lot.. My works are in there so I'm totally doom! Don't cha think so? Gosh, I'm feel so so awful + sad! I mean, I can't open my lappy! I gonna miss it since I'm not going to take it with me to Johor.. T_T..

Love Love Love Everybody
Clap Clap Clap I want you back to me

So today was the 'Kemuncak KO' day at my school... First thing in the morning we do the 'senam aerobik'.. I was kinda hoping maybe Suju or even DBSK song will be played.. ha3.. Silly me! After that, the competitions, so many contests that I can't even name them, started.. Along with the contests, the shops for students to 'throw away' their money was opened too at that moment.. It was awesome seeing how my seniors and the girls same batch as me run their shop.. I hope I will get a chance to run a shop along with the others too.. So, for the last event, the closing ceremony.. I was kinda sleepy sitting in the hall.. Ha3.. So my focus kinda run away from me.. Oh, there's a few shows that been organised by the students.. So, to prevent me from sleeping, the others and I played with cameras.. I think there's a lot of photos.. LOL..

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang!!

LOL, the title didn't have anything to do with my post tonight.. I don't know what to write on the title.. Ok, tomorrow I got school and study.. That's mean, hello again my lovely extra classes.. Well, as for today, finally, my school held Teacher's Day Celebration.. Happy Teacher's Day to all my beloved teacher.. All kind of activities involved by students and teachers were organized.. It was fun..


The most exciting event was went our principle released balloons to the air.. I wonder, did they hit any aeroplane?? LOL!! My CASSIE balloon gone with the wind and my heart.. Balloons, send my love and heart to them.. Give them back to me again so I can see them, 5 of them together again like the old times..





And also, I've just finished downloading Vampire Knight season 1 and WGM for Sweet Potato Couple until EP11.. for the next episode, they just released yesterday.. So, it's hard to find a vid with english subtitles.. I'll wait for YongSeo.. I'm going to go crazy watching ep10.. especially when Yong~ grab Hyun~'s wrist.. Kyaaa~~! Jinwoon, dun get jealous yaa.. ha3... It's so funny but I like looking at them not as awkward as the first time.. I really, like badly want to see the next couple on WGM.. It's going to be my second or third or maybe first favourite couple on WGM.. It's the "JUST MARRIED" couple, Nickhun and Victoria!! I wonder if heartfx will sub it or not soon.. I hope the will do it since I'm dying to see it now!! The 1st episode has finally came out! Ha3.. GO VINNY!! V(-_-)V

I don't know where to fine Hello Baby Shinee... I already download 1-9 but for the rest, I didn't get chance to download it since youtube deleted Sfinee account!! Damn you! I love that show very much ya know.. And now where can I find it?? So Sad + angry t0o! So, after finish with WGM, I'll move on with Vampire Knight Guilty and maybe Ouran High School Host Club.. I also want to have Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama.. I love seeing Usui and Misaki.. Usui is so cool + jjang! LOL.. But what about Kaname, Aidou, Takuma, and Zero?? Where should I put them?? And SHIKI too!!! Aigoo!! I still like Honey I think.. He's so cute!! "Wanna have a piece of this cake?" WAAAAAAAAAA! KAWAII!! I'm so in love with his cuteness!! My sweet HONEY!

  

My New @dd!ct!0n~

Aig0o.. What to say ya?? I'm totally, head over heels fall in love with Junsu's songs!
Int0x!cat!0n, K!m! g@ !reb@, and lastly, k@n@shimi na yukue....
but, unfortunately, !nt0x!cat!on lyric is really DANGEROUS!!! Ottokae??? But I l0ve this one s0 much!!! Aig0o, junsu, why did you did that kind of lyric! !t's k!ll!ng me.. even in my sleep, ! kinda heard the song.. LOL.. waaaaa! here's is the lyric.. waaaaaaa, !'m dy!ng.. even now !'m listening to h!m...

Song Lyrics | Xiah Junsu - INTOXICATION lyrics

If u want to see the translation.. You can search it in JPOPASIA.COM V(-_-)V

For me, Kimi Ga Ireba got a very nice rhythm and a very beautiful lyric.. It really got me into it.. As I can remember, this song is use in Beautiful Love drama staring Yoochun.. Waaa, I can't wait to watch it already!! I hope it will be air after the PMR... Here's the lyric...

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Wedding?? V(-_-)V

Wekkk! Yah, I found his FB.. My friend keeps on talking bout his FB, kinda made me curious.. And now I'm in regretting mode!! Korean boy? What the... He will make my interest in Korean Boy goes away! Not suit with him at all.. Gah! Why I do I even bother to talk bout him!

Last night I was at my nanny housse.. Ada majlis AKAD NIKAH for my aunty.. Waaaa, I still can't believe she's finally married now... Before this I kept on telling her to marry.. LOL.. Time really has past by... But, unfortunately for me, I didn't get to go to the ceremony because of several problems.. I'm really frust now.. Ha3.. But, in return, I just look at the picture.. Maybe when my other aunty get married, I can go!!

Signing.. what did they call that thingy?? LOL

The red one is my nanny.. Sitting beside her second son-in-law.. LOL

HoHoHo.. My aunty with her new hubby!! Happy married...

Exchanging rings time ^_^

 

It's Me??

I'm feeling so down tonight.. Well, not only tonight, it's been a while.. It make me thought, no one ever knew the other side of me.. sometimes I feel like I'm running a double life.. Once school time is over, I'll change into someone else..  Someone that even I hardly know..

In school, my smile will never fade away.. My mind is clear.. I even forgot about my problems especially PMR..  but at home, my room is my paradise.. It's hard to see me wandering around my house.. I'll just go out to eat or when there's no one at home.. Tears?? It'll accompany me at night.. Sometimes, I feel like I can go on anymore.. It's hurt badly.. No one can understand me.. More important, no one trust me!! That's make me even more sad..

Just now,one of my friends asked me if I have any problems.. Her question surprised me.. My sadness, is it too obvious now?? I thought I've manage to hide it deep down in my heart.. I don't want to tell them.. Because I know I'll end up crying like before.. Well, people does say crying is the most effective way to reduce sadness.. So does sharing.. I don't know what to think now.. Everything seems to be so far away for me to reach it.. Success and happiness.. Two things I miss the most.. Oh god, help me change myself.. Make me a better person..