Rain....

Waaa, Rain!! Ha3.. Not Bi Rain Ninja Assassin ok.. It's totally raining here... Cold!!! Oww, school holiday is a bit boring!! I don't know what to do.. Play games?? Already did that.. watch korean drama?? I don't have the feeling now.. But I want to watch Take Care Of My Young Lady so much!!! I want to buy it!! Since the video in mysoju and dramacrazy is vikii, and I have big, major problem with that stupid video, that's why i want to buy it.. ^^ Play computer?? I feel so lazy to sit in front of computer like before.. aish, what's happening!!!! Whatever...

Waa, my birthday is coming!!! Muahahaha.. So happy... he3... I hope my exam result will arrive after my birthday.. Or it will be the biggest nightmare for this year!!! hu3..I hope my result is not so bad.. Headache is coming!! Aish, exam is so not cool!!!!!!!! Next is PMR.. PMR... PMR... PMR!!!! No more korean drama, novels, Japan drama, korean or japan movies, internet, cassie, facebook, friendster and magazines!!!

'To make something special, you just need to believe it's special'

Chincha?? Ha3.. I have no idea.. ^^

Junsu Yoochun Jaejoong speech - 091121 Mnet Asia Music Awards 동방신기 수상

Waaa... DBSK won the Best Representative for Asia!! I am so so happy for them..

But a little sad, seeing them, not complete.. Not as 5.. Aigoo, how I missing watching them standing on stage as 5 members... *sob*

Here's the pic!!! he3...... Just the three of them..

Jaejoong ^^

Yoochun^^
Junsu ^^

And here's the vid.. But I don't know if the sub can be use.. Took it from youtube..

Here's from allkpop....

Xiah Junsu stated:

"It's been a long time. It's an honor just to be able to attend such a huge event, but being able to receive an award, thank you so much. This award is not for one single member, but because all 5 members have put forth so much effort we are able to receive it. Thank you so much to all of our fans in Asia for allowing us to receive such a huge award."

Micky Yoochun stated:

"I think this is the first time I've wanted to sing so badly. After becoming a singer, I was able to meet such great members, that's why I think we are able to be here. We will work even harder to expand beyond Asia. We hope for even more support than now."

Youngwoong Jaejoong stated:

"I can't be happier because this award is coming directly from the fans of Asia. To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you.

Although Changmin and Yunho were unable to attend due to SM Entertainment's boycott of the MAMA's, all three members, especially Jaejoong made it clear that TVXQ is still as close as ever.

WAAAAA... Stress Is Out?? I DON'T THINK SO !!

Crazy!!! 100% CRAZY!!!!

You want to know why??

I'll tell you why... There's many reason!!!

1. My school just change our gred in exam!!! Waa, thanks a lot.. That's will help us a lot.. I have   lots of trouble trying  to score in my exam before this!!! Here's the new one :

              A = 100 - 85

              B = 84 - 70

              C = 69 - 50

              D = 49 - 40

              E = 39 - 0

Before this :

           

                                                                          A = 100 - 80

             B = 79 - 70

             C = 69 - 50

              D = 49 - 40

            E = 39 - 0

I'm going crazy thinking about my result!!! It's the most important exam for this year..

2. I got tons of homework to be done in this holiday.. As in a month and 10 days starting the day after tomorrow.. And I need to get it done before the school open next year... I was planning to join an Arabic extra class in the morning. But, I think I need to cancel it since I might be busy trying to finish the GOLDEN HOLIDAY HOMEWORK..

3. SME really get on my nerves once again!!! Aigoo, there's nothing I can do now.. Just, WHATEVER!!

WAAAAAAAAAA!! I still haven't buy Epop this month.. There's Jae and Chun poster!! I want it.. Muahahaha.. But I'm really lazy to buy it.. He3!! Holiday start that;s mean my 'Drama List' is almost start soon!! I picked a few or lots drama to watch.. But with the homework, I think I need postpone it after PMR.. Not Cool!!!! I'm dancing and singing to Ring Ding Dong now.. Muahahaha..

Addicted.. And also Chu~.. He3...

Waaa, Jonghyun looks so... I don't know.. Key new hair is nice.. Love it.. Onew just so kawaii.. Muahahahaha.. This song is so catchy.. In fact, all of their song are nice to hear..

Here's Chu~ coming.. Amber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Vic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sulli!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going nut here!!!

Kyaaaaaaaaaa~ so stress!!

i don't know what i'm feeling!!!

gosh, i can't do anything now!!

even editing pictures!! or writing!!!

that's a disaster T^T

what am i suppose to do..

aigoo, mianhae.. i need to postpone my Fanfic and also my new story.. T_____T

i'm so sad.. but i need to concentrate on my final exam..

a new disaster again.. ha3!!
why does it has lots a disaster ne??

aigoo, i don't know when but i have fall for Chun oppa too..

well, at first i was just playing around saying i like him..

but somehow, after hearing DBSK songs and hearing his voice, suddenly!!!!!
i got very addicted to his voice..

everytime i heard his voice, it will always take my breath away..

If i hear Jae oppa voice what will happen to me ne???

ha3!!! baka me.. hu3....

Some Random Vid I'm Watching Now...

Omo, thanks a lot Ina unnie for sharing this vid with me.. Well, i'm confused... Should I cry or laugh?? But, Poor my Jae!! T______T.. I think I pick to cry.. muahahahaha.. Here's the vid.. Credits to funland100..



Well, for me it's ok about the emoticons.. Since I love the emoticons too.. Ha3.. About the guys who worry too much about their hair or are overconfident are so making me sick.. Ha3!! I don't like that kind of guys.. Is my Jaejoong like that?? Well, he's worry about his hair.. But i still can accept if it's him.. Ha3!!!

This one is about the maknae.. Such a cutie!! Credits to funland100...




This one is from Super Junior. It just a parody, so no heart feeling ne. I njoy reading the lyrics.. So funny!!! Muahahaha.. Wookie!! Credits to kimheechullover...




Now, I'm watching Coffee Prince.. Got the CD so i can watch it slowly.. You can imagine how happy I am!! mauahahaha.. Heading To The Ground too.. now in Ep 2.. Really hate the internet.. i want to watch them!! I want to thanks kcyrse and also grizzlybeary. Well, i watched HTTG from their channel.. Thanks a lot guys...

Reading Late At Night...

I don't know why...

I feel like reading so I explore all the fanfic in cassie..

ha3!! it's fun although some story really made me crying!!

I've fall in love with jija unnie and emer unnie fics..

Really like their works...

Wait, finally!!! lastly!!
I've finished chapter 5!!

But, Anli unnie is not online!!

she got probs with net..

Aigoo, net!! don't torture me!!

Should I post the chapter now? Without discussing with her first..

Well, she asked me to do so...

After Long Time... ^^

Really miss writing here!! it's been a few days ne.. I'm totally busy with school and totally tired everytime back from school.. AND my dongsaeng always disturb me!!! What the hell???????? Forget about that..

I watch MB today!! although it's not live... I miss the live one.. T_T

Comeback stage today are Baek Ji Young, Jewelery and i forgot the third one.. he3.. i like Jewelery songs..

What was the name?? Umm.. Umm... Vari2ty and Strong Girl!!! The songs are catchy.. And i like their dance..

I forgot Kara's song... Just now, i finally remember the song!! Going to download it tomorrow!!! But, i'm making cookies tomorrow.. Umm...

My fanfic!!! Chapter 5!!! Still not complete T_T..

I want to finish it before the eid..

Coz i don't want to leave it like that.. I'm going to be off from here and Cassie for a few days or maybe a week... I don't think i can leave Cassie!! T_T Really love be in there.. Got many unnies who are so nice and friendly... I love Cassiopeia!!! ^^

DBSK second hearing decision still not out?? i really curious to know the final decision!! Hope my oppas will win T_T.. Poor my oppas ne.. umm, What happen to 2PM now?? I haven't open allkpop for 4 days now.. Because i don't have heart to open it...

My beloved Pendrive!!! Has broke!! All my songs, pictures, and school works are gone!! T_T

My songs almost 300!!! lucky me, I have removed all my MV to my hard disk.. At least my precious things are safe!! And i'm going to take songs with my friend since she has all the songs that i use to own.. T_T

Boringness In School

This is what I do with my friends yesterday....

I took this picture using my phone so it's kinda Low quality...

Heading To The Ground!!!

Finally, Lastly!!!

i can watch Heading To The Ground with eng sub!!

so happy!!

Yunho oppa look so kawaii in it..

Sometime he just like a child but sometime he look so mature..

I love his acting!!!!

Especially after the mouth to mouth scene, he act kawaii with Yeonyi...

I have read Breaking Dawn again...

For 3rd time...

I do it because i want to know new words to use for my Fic...

he3.. i don't have time to write today...

it's 11 Sept and today is second hearing for DBSK!!!

A song to describe my day....

song for today...........

Welcome To My Life 
 

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life (3x)

Aish, i'm sure you can guess how's my life today...

i got really mad with my dongsaeng..

we're fighting over computer... LOL, so funny....

I went to my room and slammed the door..

I'm lucky my okaasan not there or i'm dead!!!

And, I played songs in my phone in full volume..

I always do that when i'm totally stress and angry..

That's who i am.. hu3..^^

And now, I really feel like killing him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why does he need to bother me and my lovely computer!!!

I'm going to struggle him to death!!!

What an evil unnie I am T_T

So what???? i don't care...

I'm so pissed off now!!

What will happen if i kill him ne?? Gosh, I'm going crazy now!!

Forget my stupid plan ok.. Just kidding but i'm seriously angry now!!!